Yaadein

I don't what is wrong with me
Aur kyun hoon main itna bechain
Kise karun complain?
Kispe daalu main ye blame?
Kyu ho rahe mere saath mein
Saare mind games

Dost ban gaya ab ye saala pain
Ab bhaad mein ja life ke saare aim
Roz main khud se kehta hoon
That you just needs to relax, Dino James

Main bhi chahta hoon hamesh khush rahoon
Aur ye faaltu ke thoughts se door rahoon
Par ye moti lohe ki zanzeeron se
Koi idea hai main kaise chootoon

Dimaag ki maine laga di hai
Ye kaun sa khayal itna haavi hai
Maa-baap ka sochke main zinda hoon
Baaki jeene ki koi wajah nahi ab baaki hai

Jaane kyu badal raha hai mera point of view
Main andar se zara bhi khush nahi hoon
Aisa lagta hai kisi ne ek bada sa screw
Nikala huya hai mere dil ke through

Kabhi lagta hai use main janta hoon
Fir nahi milta hai mujhe koi clue
Wait, don't tell me ke ye tu hai
Hello baby, Is it you?

Kya ye tu hai? jo mere andar ab tak aise
Kundli maarke chupke baithi hai
Ab kya chahiye tujhe?
Jo mere paas tha
Wo almost sab kuch toh tu le gayi hai

I can't believe that abhi tak pagli
Tu mere andar aise zinda hai
Is game ka saala koi refree hai
Jo hum dono ke point gin raha hai

Tujhe zara sa bhi idea hai
Meri life kaise upside down badal gayi hai
Kabhi lagta hai that I lost my mind
Samajh ni aata kya galat kya sahi hai

Do din mein tune mujhe bhula diya
You piece of wood
Tere andar kya koi dil nahi hai?
Tujhe unconditionally maine pyaar kiya hai
Shaayad itni si meri galti hai

Tujhe yaad hai tu hug karke kehti thi
Dino promise me that you'll never leave me
Main tha par jab mujhe zaroorat thi baby
Tu mujhe kahi bhi dikhayi di nahi

Ulajh gayi thi yaar saali zindagi
Tha between a devil and a fuckin deep sea
I wish tu mujhe samajh paati
Uss waqt mujhe teri sabse zayda need thi

Jaanti hai tere kaaran maine kitne dost chhode
Maine unse abtak baatein ki nahi
Maine kya-kya saha hai tere chakkar mein
Kisi ko bata bhi ni sakta main loudly

Ye sab jaankar bhi you know kyu sunta rehta tha
Main teri ki-ki, Coz I really loved you
Aur pehle din se maine tere ko samjh liya tha apni biwi

Kabhi lagta hai ki main aisa kya karu?
Jo tu mere paas wapis aa jaaye
Main tujhe aisa kya bolu?
Jo tu mere saare sacrifices ko samajh paaye

Kaash main tujhe bata paata ladki
How much you really mean to me
Main aisa kya karu?
Jo ek baar toh kam se kam tujhe kabhi meri yaad aaye

Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati
Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati

Remember ek baar humne pee li thi
Fir baad mein tune surprise ring di thi
Main toh literally aa gaya tha on money
Logon se bhar gaya tha na poora CCD
Ab bhi jaata hoon toh waiters puchte hain sirji
Ki aajkal madam dikhti ni
Fir main jhooth bolta hoon ke tu kaam mein busy
That she's working for some big MNC

Main kuch bhi karu baby kya farak padta hai?
Tune toh wohi kiya jo tujhe karna hai
Pata ni tha ki jab main lattoo tha
Uss samay se actually mujhe darna hai

Sab bolte hain bhai tu badal gaya hai
Tu pehle wala funny Dino ni lagta hai
Main zinda hoon saala woh kaafi hai
Mujhe khud ni pata mujhe karna kya hai?

Main maanta hoon main kangaal tha
Main maanta hoon mera bura haal tha
Main maanta hoon ki main ik loser hoon
Aur tere freedom ke beech mein ek wall tha

Main maanta hoon ke hazaaron lakhon baar
Shayad tu mere kaaran royi hai
Main maanta hoon sab barbaad ho raha tha
Aur main ekdum laachaar tha

Main maanta hoon ki main insecure hoon
Aur tere doston ko lekar pareshan tha
Main maanta hoon main chillaata tha
Aur hamesha ladne ko taiyaar tha

Main maanta hoon har waqt shikayton ka
Mere paas ek bhot bada bhandaar tha
Par Bhagwan jaanta hai beta
Tere ko lekar sirf aur sirf bhot pyaar tha

Ye hone ka bhi shayd koi kaaran hi hoga
Is mein bhi shayad unki koi marzi hai
Kyunki na toh mere chahne se tu aayi thi baby
Aur tu na mere chahne se gayi hai

Shayad yeh sab sirf ek attraction tha
Shayd maine hi thi ye sab stories pakayi
Shayad you never love me
And I was just another fuckin kind of life

Teri saari problems hamesha meri thi
Aur life kuch bhi ni tha baby tujhse bada
Koi bhi nahi tha mere saath khada
Himmat se tune bhi ni kabhi mera haath pakda

Aur main khush hoon
That I gave my best
Aur jo ban pada woh maine sab kiya
But afsos tujhe kuch bhi yaad nahi
Aur ye sab kuch beta jiya ko kam pada

You know aajtak himmat bhi nahi juta paaya hoon
Main tere photos tak delete karne ki
Gusse mein pehle fenk deta hoon
For dhoond-dhoond ke le aata hoon
Tune jo ring di thi

Chup chup ke dusro ke phones se abhi tak
Main tere Whatsapp ke pics check karta hoon
Hoping, kabhi toh tune ye likha hoga
That I really really miss my baby

Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati
Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati

Kitne sweet huye karte the na
Aadhe aadhe ghante ke hum dono ke breakup
Fir kaisi roti huyi shaklein bana kar karte the na
Ek dusre ko apni pics Whatsapp

Haan maine bola tha, chali ja
Jaanta tha lamba nahi chalne wala yeh naatak
Par pata nahi tha iss baar tu lotegi nahi
Teri life mein koi aur aa chuka hai na baby ab?

Dus din mein tu kisi aur ke saath mein thi
Itni bhi tujhe kya jaldi thi
Mujhe sudhrne ka, mujhe sambhalane ka
At Least meri jaan ek moka toh deti

Main bhi ek weak insaan hi hoon baba
Ho gayi yaar mujhse galti
Ek confusion tha woh sort ho jaata
Lekin ye karne ki tujhe kya jaroorat thi

Bhot jalad main dekhna tujhe bhula doonga
Aur meri life koi aur ladki aayegi
Main duniya ki usse saari khushiyan dunga
Aur wohi hogi meri sabse pehli priority

Tujhe kya lagta tha haan?
Main zindagi bhar tujhe lekar rota rahunga
Oh fuck! I'm wrong
Main jaanta hoon teri jagah koi nahi le payegi

Sab kehte hain Dino, Just let her go
Par tu bata main tujhe kaise jaane doon
You're my little puppy na
Ab tu bata aisi haalat mein main kya karu?
Kabtak aise denial mein, ro-ro kar main apni life jiyun
Kaash upar wala mujhe ek moka de
Tujhse aakar main yeh keh sakoon

Kya bataun? dil mein yun khamoshiyan hain kyun
Tu bata main kya karu?
Tujhe main kaise jaane doon?

Ke

Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati
Tujhe meri yaadein kyu nahi aati