Y so sad?

[Chorus]
Why so sad, why go for the most
No frowns when u ghost
But I guess I am so lost
Don't fuck with no hoes
Shoot 'em down with the raid
Young kid with the sauce
Yeah I fuck with myself
I don't want be with a bih like you
Felt so stuck now look at my moves
Fuck what they say
And fuck what they do
I'm here to stay
And you're here to lose
Bitch

All up in my business
Like a fucking racketeer
I don't wanna be saved
I got no fear
Watching how you behave
Got me in tears
Digging your grave
Just to please your peers
2018 no eyes all ears
Woah oh
Hold on
You think you know me
But boy you know shit
Slow
Let go
Of everything you held
'Cos the past is dead
Always look ahead
Scythe aimin for your head
And all the things you did
Are the reasons that you bled
Words are counterfit
I remember what you said
You tripping on acid
Man you so cool
And your brain so flaccid
Just like your juul
Your persona is plastic
Go back to school

I can't see the light that you talk about
But I'm about to fight, try to work it out
And your life of drudgery is not for me
I'm lost in recovery, is what I see

Why so sad, why go for the most
No frowns when u ghost
But I guess I am so lost
Don't fuck with no hoes
Shoot em down with the raid
Young kid with the sauce
Yeah I fuck with myself
I don't want be with a bih like you
Felt so stuck now look at my moves
Fuck what they say
And fuck what they do
I'm here to stay
And you're here to lose
Bitch