X MY HEART

[VERSE 1]

Runnin outta options but I got a couple reasons to survive

And while we’re on the topic I’m not tryna die I wanna stay alive

Tryna use my logic but i think it’s compensated by my pride

Isn’t it ironic how the more we try to save the more it dies

[Chorus]

Cross my heart
But I don’t hope to die
I’ve been bleeding sticking needles
In my eyes until I’m blind
Losing my mind But that don’t mean
That I ain’t gunna fuckin try
Cuz if I quit
Then I would hate myself n always wonder why

[VERSE 2]

And my heart goes out to those who cannot cope with reality

If u take your life or overdose it’s a tragedy

Maybe all that shit could be avoided if we open our eyes

Tryna numb the pain without understanding the gravity

Slowly goin insane pushing away ur friends and family

And no one sees the signs till it’s to late and somebody else dies

[Chorus]

Cross my heart
But I don’t hope to die
I’ve been bleeding sticking needles
In my eyes until I’m blind
Losing my mind But that don’t mean
That I ain’t gunna fuckin try
Cuz if I quit
Then I would hate myself n always wonder why