[Verse 1]
I got so much shit on my mind
Not many words, so I can’t convey it (Swear)
And you know I ain’t really religious, ma
No, I ain’t been praying (You know I ain’t been)
And I know I’m mumbling right now, but I just can’t say it (Can’t say it, nah)
Say what’s on my mind (And we both know why)
Even if I try
If I talk, then I might cry (Swear)
You lost me in hindsight (Ah yeah)
You look at me to watch my eyes die (Ah, fuck)
I was tryna make you my wife (Make you my wife)
And I didn’t wanna ask
'Cuz I was scared of what I’d find
[Hook]
Do I even cross your mind? (Your mind, yeah)
Am I even in your thoughts? (In your thoughts, yeah)
For you, I would pay the price (Pay the price)
For you, I’d break the laws (Break the law)
Ah-ah
Tell me ma, am I just wasting my time?
Ah-ah
Tell me ma, am I just wasting my time?
[Verse 2]
I look like I mess, and you already know I had a break down
Face flushed and my eyes red, and you knew it already
You saw I never made a sound (Ah, yeah)
But I never meant to make you feel like it was your fault
I should’ve asked what you’re on (You're on)
But I’ll still wait for your call
If you ever need, come this side, cuz my love never store-bought (You already know)
Truss, one day I’ll pull up to you in a carriage
And I’ll make sure that shit built with four doors
Hmph, I keep stressing ‘bout it but I hope I don’t make you feel awkward
On life yeah, I’d never forfeit (Oh, nah)
And I promise I’ll never force it
[Hook]
Do I even cross your mind? (Your mind, yeah)
Am I even in your thoughts? (In your thoughts, yeah)
For you, I would pay the price (Pay the price)
For you, I’d break the laws (Break the law)
Ah-ah
Tell me ma, am I just wasting my time?
Ah-ah
Tell me ma, am I just wasting my time?
X was produced by Hyprwrld.
nyghtcalls released X on Wed Nov 06 2024.