WTF Is Up?

[Verse]
I wish I was fun
I should take drugs
I should get rest
That would help a ton
Yeah I should quit the band
We really aren't that good
I'm tired of running 'round and asking what the fuck is up

So what the fuck is up?
You deserve love
I should pull my hair out one by one
Yeah I should fuck a man, I should maybe fall in love
Yeah I should cry and freak everyone out in the club

[Chorus]
So what the fuck is up?
I don't wanna live if I can't feel joy
Staring at the ground, asking "what's it all for?"
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
So what the fuck is up?
Yeah what the fuck is up?
I don't wanna watch everyone else feel love
And wonder why for me thе love's never been еnough
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
So what the fuck is up?
Yeah what the fuck is up?

[Verse]
You should [?]
I should get help
You deserve love
Even when [?]
Yeah every time I think about the things we used to do
I wonder what I need to get back to you

Yeah I should kill myself
Feels like an easy out
I'm pretty sure that no-one else wants to be around
But I don't have the guts so I put it off for now
I'm tired of always asking 'bout what the fuck is up

[Chorus]
Yeah what the fuck is up?
I don't wanna live if I can't feel joy
Staring at the ground, asking "what's it all for?"
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
So what the fuck is up?
Yeah what the fuck is up?
I don't wanna watch everyone else feel love
And wonder why for me the love's never been enough
I don't wanna feel this way anymore
So what the fuck is up?
Yeah what the fuck is up?