​​wtf im finna change for?

[Intro: Saliva Grey, Sample - Voice 1, Voice 2]
How did you do it?
With a razor
And why did you want to?
To cut your wrists?
Or even bleed to death?
You wanted to bleed to death?
Yes I did
Why?
Because I have nothing
(Yah, yah, yah)
I'm tired of here
Tired of living?
(Yah, yah, yah)
I'd like to try a new place

[Verse]
Bitches gon' lie never showed up
Said you gon' try, never showed up
Bet I be high, dutch sewn up
G-R-E-Y done blowed up
Feelings gon' die when I pop, pop, pop
Xa-Xan to my mind what I got, got, got
Le-Left in my life I be tired, tired, tired
Sev-Sever my ties with the fye, fye, fye

Face I'm never showing
Stuck I'm always smoking, always choking
Feel like all my life a loading
Screen, important never notice
All my tendencies are broken
Tracking I ran out of hope and
I don't never see the morning
I done severed the controlling of
Volition, I ain't missing out on wishing
For the betterment of living
Ain't no vision in this sentence
Y'all be bitching, I be pissing
Out these motherfucking digits
Stay committed to the mission
Even though I'm fucking livid
Never slipping I'm a

Bad motherfucker with a Grey heart
Push away the sentiment I'm killing what I came for
Leveled up bitch I done changed floors
Ain't nobody want me what the fuck I'm finna change for?
Come and try me better make sure
That you fucking kill me I ain't stopping 'till ya face torn
I ain't ask god what to pray for
Mental steady raining I ain't gotta check the radar
Tripping hella blotter
Never holy but I God 'em
I got bitches out in sodom
All yo' plays I know you bought 'em
Rich and I ain't from the bottom
DNA that's made from lava
Roll the blunt like it's a column
Hella green it ain't collared, I

Numbing every day never feel alive
I ain't seen love what the feeling like?
Drown in my thoughts get the sea to rise
I'ma take yours and I'm getting mine

Deafening silence I wish I could be
Comfortable in my own skin I can't breathe
Ready go 'head and make all of you bleed
Came in the scene and I watching 'em flee
They all weak ain't admitting what they cannot be
Cause they seep insecurity seeking the first to be winning
Ain't getting to close you ain't hurting me
I pray to God you ain't heard of me

[Outro: Sample - Voice 1, Voice 2]
A new place?
What new place do you mean?
Well, well, well I-I expect to go to hell