Would You

[Chorus]
Would you be happy for me?
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me?
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on

[Verse 1]
Would you still ever hit my phone? (Hit my phone)
Even when I think I'ma end it all (End it all)
There's something telling me that I'm wrong (That I'm wrong)
Every time that I get alone
And the thoughts all come at me at once (Me at once)
And I can't tell if it's the drugs (It's the drugs)
I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind (In my mind)
And I think about this shit like all the time
I swear keep a straight face actin' like I'm not scared
Spent my whole life fucking upstairs
Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there
Yeah, I'm almost there

[Pre-Chorus]
How do you expect me to love you
If I can't love myself
And how do you expect me to trust you
If I can't trust myself

[Chorus]
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on

[Verse 2]
If I never ever made a song (Made a song)
Would they ever give me time of day (Time of day)
And if I never ever reach the top (Reach the top)
Would everybody still treat me the same
Probably not but it's okay, yeah
I don't blame them it's all a game, yeah
We all playing to get nowhere
We all playing to get nowhere

[Bridge]
Ooh, but it's never over
And sometimes it's torturing me

[Pre-Chorus]
How do you expect me to love you
If I can't love myself
How do you expect me to trust you
If I can't trust myself

[Chorus]
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on
Would you be happy for me
If I had nothing going on
If I had nothing going on