​would i miss this

Everybody tryin' hard to keep their distance
I think I'm addicted to burnin' bridges
Everyday I wake up, I ask, "Would I miss this?"
I know I ain't gonna make it, I'm ok with it

I'ma keep on pourin' till my liver overflows
Keep swimmin' for answers my mind only knows
Honestly I'm scared as shit to die on my own
I just hope it's with a bitch I can call my home

I wanna take one more shot at life, it's the last one
Pour me one more shot tonight, before I pass on
I wanna hear goodnight, but don't have anyone
I just can't see the light, I wanna see the sun

Everybody tryin' hard to keep their distance
I think I'm addicted to burnin' bridges
Everyday I wake up, I ask, "Would I miss this?"
I know I ain't gonna make it, I'm ok with it

I'ma keep on pourin' till my liver overflows
Keep swimmin' for answers my mind only knows
Honestly I'm scared as shit to die on my own
I just hope it's with a bitch I can call my home

I wanna take one more shot at life, it's the last one
Pour me one more shot tonight, before I pass on
I wanna hear goodnight, but don't have anyone
I just can't see the light, I wanna be the sun