Would I

[Verse 1]
A question ma sanity do I live in reality
Or is it just a part of me, I am questioning actively
It seems to be the start of something that's much more profound
I can feel it in ma heart, my brain could only tell me now
Is that a good sign or bad, all the good times I've had
Could all be fake and there's no way of even knowing that
That could be a common fact, no point in lookin back
A may as well just sit my self and slit my wrist with broken glass
Question... Would you even stop me if I tried to dae that
A hope not. I'd be beggin hard to bring the pain back
Cos pain is stress relief and stress, I can no longer handle
I'll break the chains of strife and fade away like worn out candles
I think I become different when I think a bit
And I'm sure I'm smarter when I question shit
A like to think if I was rich I'd still be fighting for
The people stuck in working class without a single pound at all
But people tend to change as soon as cash can reach their pockets
And if their charity ain't lucrative, they feel have to drop it
But I think I'm different, fuck that, I know I am
You can live your life, but av got morals of a broken man

[Hook x2]
What if a was born rich, would I think differently
What if a was born in Israel, would the same shit still get to me
What if a was born a different gender, would I think the same shit
There's too many what ifs

[Verse 2]
Asking's easy - answering's the hardest part
I couldn't justify my life without the truth a life apart
Am I a happy guy or good at making fake grins
Just to stop the company am with thinking am hate filled
Will I ever be successful or just stay skint?
I'm picking up the pieces of my life cos I can take hints
I don't hold a grudge, or do I, time can always tell
I'm clueless, time's the only thing that knows me well
Will I be forgotten or can I be a timeless legend
Can I beat my tracks of past, with all of my tracks of present?
How can my life end, with violence or a peaceful sleep
I get stronger every day, so I can beat the weak
Do I question fairly, do I truly test myself
Or do I make my life as simple as I can to end my hell
And is that good enough, can I truly stand the test of time
Or will I faily like every other cunt that's lived a life like mine