Worthy

I wish I knew what was wrong
Why this anxiety hangs over me
I fell in love with someone good and
It scares me to my core
My eyes are blurry, my heart is sore
And there’s a dark voice whispering

You’re not worthy
You don’t deserve this
No

I’ve been here before
But I’ve felt more nervous
Does anyone know
Is this the right way, is this the wrong way
To feel around a woman
Let’s google it baby
Check our sign or maybe
Just tell me

Despite all the bad stuff that I’ve done
Despite my dad gut
Despite my terrible game
Despite my common name
Despite being so old
Ok, I know I’m not that old
And yes, of course
Despite my divorce
Despite being annoying
And disappointing
And just because
I really do love you

I am worthy
I’m working on it and I feel it
Working

I am worthy
I deserve this
I have earned it