WORTH THE WAIT

Its been a rough six years
Got sober
Everyone is worth something

Is it worth the wait to meet a fate thats worse than death
I nearly drank myself to death over things I could not control
It was impossible to console thoughts of mortality sober
Throw a dozen back and rollin over in my bed
Wishing I was dead
Needle to the thread
Sow my mouth and never speak about the things inside my head
Thousands of pieces Im pulling back together
Perfect weather for the treasure of life
Im done pushing on the knife inside my back
Im springin back again
Taken all these years for granted
Never growing
Only showin fake facades
And happy faces
Let me touch a base that I ain't seen before
Depressions not a friend
Its evil
Love is real and its around you
If you look then you will find it
Fade my scars and help me rest
Get this weight up off my chest
Kneeling down I must confess
Ive been in pain
Complete distress
Im holdin up my head again
The waves they crash against my neck
Allowing me to take a breath
I stand with steady laughter
Reaper wants me?
Try it harder