Worth it

[Intro]
I keep doing the same thing over and over
But it ain't fucking working
I don't think that this is worth it
I want to end the cycle, it's fucking worthless
If i don't, try
Then i might, die
I need a perfect life
I need a perfect lie
To wrap myself in, tell me that everything will be worth it
Tell me everything will be perfect
Tell me everything will be worth it
In the end
I don't need no fucking friends
Better off alone up in my bed
Bettеr off alone up in my bed
Bettеr off alone up in my head

[Verse 1]
This shit ain't fucking working
I just want to make this whole thing worth it
I just want to make my whole life perfect
But i can't and i know that it's not worth it
Keep on, trying
But i'll, be dying
Yeah i'll be dying while I am smiling
Eventually it'll come to me
I'll find a perfect woman with a perfect life
I'll find one thing fucking right
I'll say one thing that you can't deny
Will you be mine? (x6)

[Verse 2]
Baby that's the thing I want in this life
Not to be, fucking lonely
I don't think it's right
Getting this, fucking worked up
I don't know, what I'm worth
Maybe self-worth is just self-love
And this self-worth isn't worth the pain
'Cause I don't know what this game is, today
Keep playing with me, son, you'll fucking see what I'm down to be
And I don't know what you fucking see in me
'Cause I don't think you'll be fucking seeing through me
Anytime soon
Anytime soon

[Outro]
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
And you'll see how much that you'll miss me
You'll miss me
You'll miss me
Without me
I'm free
I'm free
That's how this be