​worse 3-1-2021

[Verse]
I feel like you realized how this all this works
You think that it's over, but it always hurts
You try to suppress, but you're making it worse
All of those thoughts cannot translate to words
And I think you're moving out of your head
Some days are better spent laying in bed
Stare at the sheets while you count all the thread
Hope they forgive you, you're making amends
You haven't felt something new in awhile
You miss all your friends, and how they made you smile
Lay on the bathroom floor, hands on the tile
Breathing so heavy, like you ran a milе
Seems likes it never will bе perfect timing
Keeping your head up, you'll find silver lining
It's never worth it, why do we keep trying, trying?

[Chorus]
Wish that I could be there for you but I can't even get myself to walk out the door
I can see the angels around you, a couple hundred eyes watching, but you wish it were more
Overstimulated as you fall onto the floor, I forgot what life was like before
Wish that I could be there for you, but I can't even get myself to walk out the door

[Bridge]
I feel like you get it, you're seeing your worth
Stones may not hurt you, but it starts with words
It's starting to hurt, it's starting to hurt
They're making you worse, they're making it worse
I'm sick of trying to make things just work
I see them look at you with that fucking smirk
That look in their eyes, I hope that they die
I hope that they die, I swear that I—

[Chorus]
Wish that I could be there for you but I can't even get myself to walk out the door
I can see the angels around you, a couple hundred eyes watching, but you wish it were more
Overstimulated as you fall onto the floor, I forgot what life was like before
Wish that I could be there for you, but I can't even get myself to walk out the door