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[Intro]
(Vex)

[Verse 1]
Beat my soul into submission, hope I learn by eighty
To hate yourself, it's like a drug, I've been consumin' lately
You keep your secrets, are you lyin', why this got me doubtin'?
It's like I can't explain my feelings through these words I'm shoutin'
You kiss my neck until I crash, my heart just skipped and fell out fast
I overthink the shit I should, you fret and bleed the way I would
If I found you alone, couple men in the past
But you tell me you know I'm a fortunate soul

[Chorus]
I've been up dyin', for like twenty nights
I keep my head up when I heard you died
I need you please, and just give me enough
'Cause I'm imperfect when I open up

[Verse 2]
Just how I act, lonesome thoughts keep me intact
I'm in the wrong town, sleepin' all day
I put up with this shit to have my way
And I'm really in the back of it, and when I hear my sin
It's what I rap about, and why it bring me in
So, why are you reading on my mind for the millionth time?
Told you, "I ain't give a sign, your ego raising the bar, bitch!"
Red hot, you burnin' my nose, too close to love, I hate those
On my own shit, makin' time, I hate the lines you wrote in
Everybody hatin', but I know we steady growin'
Lust touched at first, I'll admit, your tone rings soul across my abyss
I'm a damn void, fill me up, and take me up a road
I fought a couple demons just to find my golded ghost
We in a warzone, and we fightin' for our lives
Some motherfuckas pussy callin' out these blatant lies
Like, how you gonna benefit from shit like this?
You talk so low, so pathetic
I need to serenade my peers
Rown my act with crystal tears
Fuck your friends, and fuck you too
I hate your cries, your lame excuses 'cause-

[Chorus]
I've been up dyin', for like twenty nights
I keep my head up when I heard you died
I need you please, and just give me enough
'Cause I'm imperfect when I open up
I've been up dyin', for like twenty nights
I keep my head up when I heard you died
I need you please, and just give me enough
'Cause I'm imperfect when I open up