Wonderin’

[Intro]
Summer days
Them be the coldest nights
Staring in the mirror like someday
Maybe I'll get it right
Guess I just don't know
When enough is enough
But what if I told you different, would you

[Chorus]
I don't know if
She want to go with
Better and so and so 'cause
I don't have much to show for
Out of the cold
I'm staring out my window wondering if dreams come true

[Verse 1]
I'm just sitting here thinking 'bout the nights that
You would call, I'd never show, but I would like that
Now I hit you and you be like "I'll be right back"
Damn, maybe next lifetime
I never knew payback felt like that
Maybe I'm sitting with too much time on my hands
And I'm over-exaggerating the things I don't understand
You gotta be playing, but it don't feel like you playing
Damn, do you even see me in your plans?
I'm lost in the things I assume
My thoughts tell me that she'd be back soon
But you see back soon couldn't be that soon
Every second in my mind 'cause she's tattooed to it
I'm trying to relax, but I just relapse
Heart in my body and she's that glue to it
I know I've been an asshole, I need a second chance though
Please don't act like you're really that new to it, damn

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Wondering when you're gon' get it
When you gon' feel it
Should I say it, let it show, or just forget it
Scratch that. Hold on, text back says "we passed that"
Cool, now I'm trying to figure where we crashed at
But no response to that shit
Now I'm trying to throw it off with a compliment, shit
Now this old routine I'm so used to
I already know all the consequences
Now I'm sitting here thinking and contemplating
Trying to come at her rude, but not degrading
'Cause a matter of fact, I'm amazed to say
That now-a-days, it's the only way I get a response
Crazy, damn
Guess she's immune to the sweet shit
And I'm just a cavity where her teeth sit
I got a feeling
That her heart's probably close to my grip
But I just can't reach it
Maybe I'll find it in a girl I didn't meet yet
But I love her and I just can't pretend
But if letting go means she wins
Then we win when she wins

[Chorus](2x)