[Chorus]
I've done bad things and some good things and I wonder where I've gone
Askin' questions 'bout the whole time I've been losin' for being dumb
All the people that I've lost for being focused on my own
Sometimes I wonder if my destiny is gonna be
[Bridge]
What I want
Only what I want
What I want
What I want
[Verse]
Tried to hit me but these scars made me feel numb
Too much history has been written on my bones
I got no blue checks, must be doin' something wrong, yeah
Oh, but that's alright I still got time
[Chorus]
I've done bad things and some good things and I wonder where I've gone
Askin' questions 'bout the whole time I've been losin' for being dumb
All the people that I've lost for being focused on my own
Sometimes I wonder if my destiny is gonna be
[Bridge]
What I want
Only what I want
What I want
What I want
[Refrain]
I got too used to my money, workin' for it, I forgot what I wanted
I got no north, I just lost it, I can't find it, I can't find what I want
Maybe its time for a break, for a pause, but I can't even try
Maybe that pause will just hold me, wouldn't get me to whatever I want 'cause
[Chorus]
I've done bad things and some good things and I wonder where I've gone
Askin' questions 'bout the whole time I've been losin' for being dumb
All the people that I've lost for being focused on my own
Sometimes I wonder if my destiny is gonna be
[Bridge]
What I want
Only what I want
What I want
What I want
[Refrain]
I got too used to my money, workin' for it, I forgot what I wanted
I got no north, I just lost it, I can't find it, I can't find what I want
Maybe its time for a break, for a pause, but I can't even try
Maybe that pause will just hold me, wouldn't get me to whatever I want