Wonder

[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
I've been falling on my outside
Wrought up my inside, just to feel right
Deep down I know, where I stand I
Tried to be cool and not apologize

[Chorus]
'Cause I never know where I'll be
Even when I'm standing right here
I don't really look at the things
All the things I didn't want to feel like
I don't wanna lose you
I tried so hard to be useful
Losing all these moments just to find your love
And I lost my way
Trying to find my place
In the wonder, yeah
And I fell apart
Trying to find your heart
In the wonder, yeah
In the wonder

[Verse 2]
I belong here, on the outside
Where my fears can't reach me, in the limelight
They're shadowboxing in the daylight
Then overthinking in the nighttime

[Chorus]
'Cause I never know where I'll be
Even when I'm standing right here
I don't really look at the things
All the things I didn't want to feel like
I don't wanna lose you
I tried so hard to be useful
Losing all these moments just to find your love
And I lost my way
Trying to find my place
In the wonder, yeah
And I fell apart
Trying to find your heart
In the wonder, yeah

[Verse 3]
Didn't have a thing to keep her hopes and dreams (My hopes and dreams)
I silver spoon a silver coupe like now it seems (Like now it seems)
But appear through the shadows, come into the battle of life it seems (Of life it seems)
Carry all the weight on me like I carry everything
See me hanging now, off the moment now, out the window now
And I'm pissing off those who (?) my fall, it don't mean a thing
That apathetic undertone that carries me
And I'm known to be–I wanna be your everything

[Outro]
And I lost my way
Trying to find my place
In the wonder, yeah
And I fell apart
Trying to find your heart
In the wonder, yeah
In the wonder
In the wonder