Wonder (Bonus Track)

(Do it again $oova)

Look
Sometimes I wonder what would happen
If I didn't do it
If I was stubborn
Tryna tell these niggas I could prove it
Chasin' a dream
That anybody else would think was stupid
Investing all my time and money
I was lookin' clueless
But fuck it

Man I'm grateful for the kid I was
Chasin' a dream
I didn't think bout it's takin' us
I was just focused on helpin' out other people
So when I first got that text
Swear to God
It didn't feel real

I could never envision
Played scenarios in my head
Of finally meetin' a fan
But first time feelin' different
I get to see consequences of my decisions
Gеt to travel the world based off of rеcognition
Feelin' the pats on the back and the handshakes
And the props before I even get to try
Promote the song
Younger me would be so fuckin' proud of what I'm on
So happy to be in a place
Where I belong

Cause younger me
Man I feel for him
Started writing these songs
Cause it got real for him
Wish he knew all the people that would kill for him
Instead of underestimating what it is for him

Wish I could tell him
Shit would turn out just the way he wants
But sometimes I have to wonder
Is this what he wants?
Yeah we up on that stage
But this ain't what he bumps
Strayed so far from the dream
Is this even the prompt?

Shit
Man, I guess we'll never know
I guess that all that really matters
Is we winin' gold
Guess that all that really matters
Is we bookin' shows
Guess that all that really matters
Is how far it goes

Look
Sometimes I wonder
What would happen if I knew I'd make it
If I'd still balance it out
Would I have graduated?
Sometimes I wonder
If that little me is proud
Can't imagine just how happy he is
Seeing us now