Woman I Want 2 Be

[Verse]
Mama get up
Time to get up
Get your cheddar
Been through this before
Come on you know better
You drank the night before, hella
Now it's time to grind
4:55 feeling like a 9-5
Got that money on my mind but I don’t love that shit
I'm just tryin' to get by
Girl I’m just tryin' to survive
Tryin' to get some respect
Maybe have some babies on the side
Make sure I can provide
As I serve these funky lines
‘Cause it's hard for a bitch
Slippin' and fallin'
But still
I ain't budge one bit
Brush my mothafuckin' shoulders off
Fucking all these bitches up lyrically
Eva Noxious the elite
And don’t you forget
Eva still a callejera
Cuál quiera
Quien quiera
My mom said no te dejes
However
I gotta make some smarter moves
Step my fucking game up
So I can live stable
Smoking comfortably
With my family next to me
And perhaps with a man
Who ain’t telling lies to me
With a dress and wedding ring
I seen all this in my dreams
Some that ended up as nightmares
Makes it kinda hard sometimes to decipher
Thinking about some pointless shit
Pullin' all nighters
Long as I got that blunt I be feelin all righteous
Found peace right here with me myself and I
Natural high
Taken to the sky
Wings spread wide
That time to fly
Shed my skin
Change comes within
No rushin’ it
Stay dedicated and passionate
Still got some work
Holy dealings
Gotta get to that internal healing
New set of goals in line
I got things to say
Sit here and rhyme
From sun down ‘til the light of day
Sacred ties
Close my eyes
For better times I pray
Better ways to deal with my mistakes
And those I've yet to make
It won't be long ‘til there's nothing left of my dismay
I hope before then
I’m the woman I want to be