Wolf Love

[Verse 1]
We met as mutuals, our connection was unusual
I'm a dime you're an unused jewel, See he was very cruel
Calling it love but anger was his fuel, Me and you we separated
We met our end, I went with your ex cause he was my bestfriend
A year later we met up, You were still gorgeous like a buttercup
You looked at me my eyes lit up, I fell for you and you left me falling
You weren't over your ex thinking he was balling, You said all those words were mistakes
Not knowing what you said made my heart ache, Mornings are the worst to you I swear
Cause when I look to my side and you're not there, I don't want to be with you no more but we still friends
But only get as close as a friend can, I think about you everytime we don't speak
I think she knows cause my feels are leaking, But everytime we do speak I'm not speaking
I want her but I don't, I love her but I won't
You keep talking about soul mates and thats foul
Cause you haven't looked at me in a while, I swear I'd do anything to see you smile
Even on a chair seeing you walk down the aisle, I try to keep a distance from you maybe a mile
I try to lose you but keep appearing in my rap styles, Even at your lowest you're still high to me
I'm you're sun but you get so cloudy, settling for lamps and LEDs
Maybe that's why you're shady, My brain wavy riding these waves
Making mixtapes out my bedroom, talking about brides and grooms
While the darkness looms over my head, And thoughts of you lurks over my bed
I said everything there is to be said, I'd die before I see you bled
Thinking back to the day we met, 2 hours wasn't enough was what I said
You agreed you nodded your head, I got to see you and I'm glad
You were something all my heart had, And that's not good thats actually bad
When I'm happy I'm actually sad, When you're happy I'm actually dead
My heart is a wolf and love is what I fed