Woke

Fucked up when I wake up
Codeine in a double cup
Crushing Xanax in a coffee mug
Slip another underneath my tongue
Might die from these prescriptions
But I guess death is all I want
Because growing up all I ever knew was feeling numb
I'm a skeleton with a hollow tongue
A hollowed out shell of who I thought I was

But she still calls me baby
Screams it through her amber eyes
And I had nothing to live for
An empty heart but you crawled inside
I've been coming down lately
Try to push the pills aside
So I'll make something of myself
So I can give you my life