Woebegone

[Verse 1]
All my thoughts leaving my headspace except for the dead weight
The words that I can't say, it's damn painful
I've lost any meaningful message, and now I just am pretentious
I'm never lettin' myself settle for less than amazing

[Bridge 1]
The trains off the tracks, I forgot what it feels like to be laid back
If tomorrow is the day that my vision goes black
I'm just gonna wish that
Instead of people cutting people out, I'd cut them some slack

[Verse 2]
My eyes are frosted shut, my brain is frozen over
I've been having hallow еvenings even long bеfore October
Speakin' used to be appeasin', till I did it over and over
And now I'm pluckin' leaves till the stem is all that's left of my clover!
I feel like my momentum's comin' to a halt
Whatever call I make, there's always gonna be a fault
Feelin' lost, tossed into a preverbal mist
All rappers experience when they're wanting to quit
It's not the same, but it's similar
When my subject matter doesn't matter, it's a matter of time before I seriously
Think on whether I wanna keep going
'Cause if I force myself to do this, it'll fester with deep loathing

[Bridge 2]
I just wanna live a little bit more
If I'm lucky, maybe my situation gettin' better's what's in store
And if not, it's never gonna let up, but I know what I'm in for
I know what I'm in for, yeah
A life full of strife and scorn
I don't have many options, and yet, I'm still torn
'Cause I keep on losin' my motivation

[Verse 3]
Attempts to improve are just instigation
Re-arrangin' words in hopes they'll be more engagin'
I feel deflated, degraded, and so afraid of creatin'
Because the day I stop makin' music will mean I'm out of a way to express myself
I'm stressed and dwellin' on the same things that are all but amazing
Then I arrive at the same conclusion, but never commit to my statements
I cover myself in contusions, as I gawk at the bruises
With eyes that are full of amazement, you'll see my mind go vacant

[Chorus]
Losing track of memories I once had
And I'm not satisfied by anything that's holding on
I always smile claiming that I'm never really sad
But behind the glad face, I'm fully woe-be-gone- (Woe-be-go-gone)
Losing track of memories I once had
And I'm not satisfied by anything that's holding on
I always smile claiming that I'm never really sad
But behind the glad face, I'm fully woe-be-gone- (Woe-be-go-gone)