Without you

[talking]
Whats up mija
Its been a long time since we talked
I just want you to listen
Don't talk just listen

[Verse 1]
We went from crushing, to liking, to love
But fighting had me hitting cigarettes like buds
So check it out see there I was
Focused, I've seen through my mistakes
And learned that love is not a game
It made me smile and kept me happy too
So love is not to blame, I quit on giving excuses
I thought I gave her the world
But didn't see that lack of love and time was taking my girl
Who always bragged on me, she even helped on my songs
I guess its true you never miss the ones you love till they're gone
I should advance in my papers, shouldn't have left with my friends
And even now with the money, the love is making no sense
So women all alone, thinking of how you did her wrong
Is known to have this little voice inside, that says "Keep moving on"
I should of known it all along
That every time I left her home
I sure gave her the perfect explanation to her doing wrong
Its been a long time
But some how it seems like it just happened yesterday
Them words she just to say
Some how they just keep getting in my way telling me

[Chorus x2]
I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe
I promise I'll be good to you
I know it's all about you babe

[Verse 2]
You know its funny how they say uh
You get only one shot at true love in a lifetime
And I guess this is my shout huh
It's too bad things didn't work out the way we wanted them to
I guess that's just how it goes
I looked into your eyes
And I seen a tear drop falling
And it broke my heart that it was my fault
But I can't change me
See I never felt love before and its killing me
And I see you were down for me
Haven't used since I was around the abusers
Who used us for the name, for the game
For the fame, but them hoes were the same
And you came with the real and you never lied
But you got a man and you need to be by his side
Cause when enemies come
They come for the ones that you love
And I swear to God
I would empty my whole nine in my own chest
If I knew you were layed to rest
Sometimes the hardest things to do in this world are the ones that are for the best
And I gave you my heart
But I don't want it back you could keep that
Cause its yours
In loving memory
Of the love that could never be
In a physical form
And you and I both know
You win some, you lose some
So we walk away
From being in love
Damn, as I turn away I could hear you say
"I don't wanna live"

[Chorus x2]
I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe
I promise I'll be good to you
I know it's all about you babe

[Verse 3]
Baby doll you're the one I wanna be with
You're the kinda girl I wanna be seen with
If you see what I see
It could be me and you
With the love is really true
You be one I'll be true
Whats the matter baby boo
Am I coming too hard?
Coming out hard like I rolled the boulevard?
Got the keys to my heart
You were knocking on my door
Door was always open
I was wishing, I was hoping
You could see it in my eyes
I ain't gotta lie
I don't give a fuck
If I roll a new truck
Cause the money can't buy true friends you can trust
All the love and the lust
We discussed on the hush
Whats the matter baby?
Tell me whats matter wit it
Tell me why you mad at me
Tell me if you can
Maybe I can be your man
Do you really understand
That I'm doing all I can
But the snitches and the bitches
Steady fucking up my plans
Cause I am what I am
And I do what I do
Its fucked up getting caught up with a love that ain't true
Like the first time around we were crazy little kids
I'm a sucker for the love
And you did me like you did
Now the second time around
Do you whisper in the wind
Cause the rumors go around
Now you're caught up in the twist
No matter what they say
Trynna dirty up my name
Romero, I'm a lobo
I ain't never gonna change
But what im really trying to say
Baby its o.k
You wanna have fun
We can have it that way
I'm a lover
I'm a fighter
I'm a rapper
I'm a writer
And i'm looking for a hyna that is proper
That will give me all the time in the world
From her head to her toes
In the backseat
Parked on the side of the road
Give me one last dance
Give me one last chance
With the one mans girl that I'm living with out

[Chorus x2]
I don't ever wanna have to live my life without you babe
I promise I'll be good to you
I know it's all about you babe

[Clika]
You see in relationships
You get what you put in
And you get what you deserve
See I got what I deserved
And I made it like that

***
Don't leave me alone
I couldn't make it on my own
I hope you're o.k
I'm sitting, waiting by the phone
I want you to stay
So baby when you coming home?
But what can I say
You're never home
You're always gone