Without Money (Astonishing)

Who's he, who's he with his "marry me"?
With his ring and his "marry me"?
The nerve, the gall!

This is not, not what was meant to be
How could he ruin it all
With those two words

I thought I knew him
Thought that he knew me
When did it change
What did I miss

A kiss
When I thought all along
That we were only screw buddies
How could I be so wrong?

And I need
How I need my readers here
If I can't share my dreams
What were they for?

I thought our promise
That we would never change and never part
I thought together
We'd amaze the world

How can I live my dreams or even start
When everything has come apart?

I thought home was all I'd ever want
My closet, all I'd ever need
Now nothing feels the way it was before
And I don't know how to proceed

I know I'm only meant for something more
I’ve got to know if I can be

Without money

There's a life that I'm meant to lead
A life like nothing I have known
I can feel it and it's far from here
I've got to find it on my own

Even now I feel it's heat upon my skin
A life of passion that pulls me from within
A life that I am making to begin
There must be somewhere I can be
Without money
Without money

I'll find my way
I'll find it far away
I'll find it in the unexpected and unknown
I'll find my life in my own way, today
Here I go, and there's no turning back
My great adventure has begun
I may be small but I've got giant plans
To shine as brightly as the sun

I will blaze until I find my time and place
''I will be fearless''
Surrendering modesty and grace
I will not disappear without a trace

I'll shout and start a riot
Be anything but quiet

Gabi Oberlin!
Will be without money

Without money
Without money at last