Within

It's too late to take back what I said, said to you
No matter what you'd say right now can never change how it feels to me
No matter how many times I try to explain won't matter now

It's no use, it's all too late. Let's just forget this happened again

When will I learn?
Always the same thing
When will I learn?
I always start panicking as soon as I start thinking too much
When will I learn?
Always the same thing
When will I learn?

Always searching for a place where I am feeling okay
Constantly feeling insecure. Did I do anything wrong?
Always scared of what I'd do when I feel this way
You can see it a mile away. I never seem to pick up, until it's too late

Whenever you're not here with me
I wish I could stop it, I know it's unfair
Cause when I do this to me I put it on you
I wish I could have kept it from you
I wish it could have stayed within

There is no place where I can feel fine
Constant feeling that I did wrong
There's no place where I belong

What is pulling me down?
What is dragging me down?

Whenever you're not here with me
I wish I could stop it I know it's unfair. Cause when I do this to me I put it on you
I wish I could have kept it from you I wish it'd stayed within

When will I learn?
Always the same thing
When will I learn?
I always start panicking as soon as I start thinking too much
When will I learn?

Your hands holding mine
Your eyes stare at mine
It feels so unreal. It hurts and I'm ashamed
I curse everything except you being here
Blood stains on our hands
Our heads hanging down
Words so beautiful no one ever said before
Take it to my heart. No one ever said that to me
"You deserve so much better. So much better."