To be honest, this song was made during a pretty dark time of my life. I was constantly relapsing on pills over and over again because the withdrawals were so severe, I felt that I had to depend on them.
This song was really the first time I got to express myself with this level of vulnerability, an...
[Chorus]
I'm so sick of all these withdrawals, yea yea
That shit makes my fucking skin crawl
All the time
I don't even know how I feel this guilt
Every time I try to get off
I want a refill, oh no
[Verse 1]
I don't even know how I feel
Every day I'm stuck with the same pills
All these days the same
Feel like I ain't got no drive, yuh
You want me to move on but its eating me alive, yuh
I just want your love
Is that too much to ask?
Finding myself out your door with my bags
[Bridge]
I've been seeing demons in my head
I don't know when this shit will end
I'm hooked on you I hope you get
I never meant to hurt you
[Chorus]
I'm so sick of all thеse withdrawals, yea yea
That shit makеs my fucking skin crawl
All the time
I don't even know how I feel this guilt
Every time I try to get off
I want a refill, oh no
[Verse 2]
I've been so down these days
Put pills in me so I can bare this pain
You cut me out your life
And while you move on, I just wanna end mine now
I don't think this shit will get easier
Hearing your name tears me apart
So I down more and more until I feel nothing
If I die soon I guess I had it coming
When I try to get off my head hurts, I'm puking
I'm dependent on this shit, I just can't refuse it
Straight up down like eight pills don't know what I'm doing
I try to be happy but I know I'm losing
[Chorus]
I'm so sick of all these withdrawals, yea yea
That shit makes my fucking skin crawl
All the time
I don't even know how I feel this guilt
Every time I try to get off
I want a refill, oh no
[Outro]
I'm just sick and tired of these fucking withdrawals
When I try to get of, swear to god, it makes my skin crawl
I don't know what I did to deserve this
Got the razor in my hand now I'm hurting, I'm hurting
WITHDRAWALS. was written by Lost Mind.
WITHDRAWALS. was produced by Lost Mind.
Lost Mind released WITHDRAWALS. on Fri Feb 05 2021.