With You

[Verse 1]:
I took the Motrin but I’m still hurting
I drunk bleach but I didn’t die
You make me gaslight myself and think I turned into you, when I’m not
And I despise this the most
Knowing your still alive doing well without me is infuriating

[Chorus]:
I could’ve been with you during the process of everything
You didn’t have to leave me to be better
I can’t tell if i’m a waste of space or something else you wanna say
How many stages do I have to go through?
How many “lessons” that I already learned about I have to take again?
It physically hurts to smilе now

[Verse 2]:
You need to be morе sincere with your apology
That wasn’t worth all the things you made me feel
How can you expect me to move on so quickly?
Hearing “sorry” come out your mouth seems so unreal
I can’t deal with your pressure making me hit the floor
The trust and bond we had is torn
There are just some things you can’t restore

[Chorus]:
I could’ve been with you during the process of everything
You didn’t have to leave me to be better
I can’t tell if i’m a waste of space or something else you wanna say
How many stages do I have to go through?
How many “lessons” that I already learned about I have to take again?
It physically hurts to smile now