Witch Hunt (Camerxn’s Verse Only)

[VERSE 1: CAMERXN]
Introverted in everything but my verbiage/no better way to word it/as I'm weighing out the balance of both my gifts and curses/no company, as those able to comfort me, seem to comfortably leave, feels so long I've been deserted/feeling completely submerged in/the perversion/of thinking the pain is made less yet when the morning comes it's only been worsened/not the only one, tho being alone, I've slowly grown, thinking perhaps this home I'm deserving; keep trying but nothing is working feel like a non believer needing to be converted/when in fact the ground walked upon i worshiped/still want to find one that relates in the same ways to hold to grow old and learn with/that speaks their truth so not required as much my discernment/not talking just soul mates but close mates who nowadays never seem concerned with/hearing about any of my hurting/yet I'm always there for when they need to be sharing their own burdens/