WishinUwereHere

[Intro: xaduma]

[Chorus: xaduma]
The drugs got me cold and it's [?]
I'm just really wishin' you were over here now
[?] got me [?]
And it's dark outside, its so black out
Many, many [?] in my head, they won't get out
I'm just tryna get up so I can go see ya'
Say bye to my mom and say hi to the drugs
Feeling so scared, trapped in this modern house

[Verse 1: xaduma]
I mix a couple drugs, now I'm safe
Mom is insecure, so I always have no faith
My mind is corrupted, going back in [?] place
Physically abuse myself when I make mistakes (Mistakes)
Woah, poppin' adderall
She's a damn bitch after all, it's my fault
'Cause I'm fuckin' it up, I know I'm not enough
Try not to fall for you 'cause that's not fucking fine
I don't feel like I'm safe, which a girl'll hate it, girl'll hate it
[?]
You said you hate me, uh, you wanted to date me, fuck
No wonder why you've been so motherfuckin' distant with me lately, uh
Poppin' like [?] percs, now ain't the same me, uh
Wanna black out when you said that you cheated, me heart is racing, uh

[Chorus: xaduma]
The drugs got me cold and it's [?]
I'm just really wishin' you were over here now
[?] got me [?]
And it's dark outside, its so black out
Many, many [?] in my head, they won't get out
I'm just tryna get up so I can go see ya'
Say bye to my mom and say hi to the drugs
Feeling so scared, trapped in this modern house

[Verse 2: sadlistical]
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And I feel safe when I'm with my friends so, when I'm alone at night I just cry
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[Chorus: xaduma & sadlistical]
The drugs got me cold and it's [?]
I'm just really wishin' you were over here now
[?] got me [?]
And it's dark outside, its so black out
Many, many [?] in my head, they won't get out
I'm just tryna get up so I can go see ya'
Say bye to my mom and say hi to the drugs
Feeling so scared, trapped in this modern house

[Outro]
Xaduma, I love you