Wishing Wondering Waiting

Here I sit of the million place
Well there's could be it
Just another waste down to nothing
They say they feel bad for me
What a sad life
For the one who never dreams

The city lights burning me out
I put up a fight
Crash failures doubts
You know I try
And always give my all
But before you walk
You gotta learn to crawl

So I’m just wishing wondering and waiting
Hoping for something to happen
Keep believing even if it breaks my heart
I'll keep dreaming even when I'm torn apart

I talk a lot to my reflection
Well It’s all I'vе got
With the few rejеctions
But I still gotta smile on my face
And a good piece of mind
And I know this alarm's set on time

So I'm just wishing wondering and waiting
Hoping for something to happen
Keep believing even if it breaks my heart
I'll keep dreaming even when I'm torn apart

And all I've got is this gets hard
It's not much but its mine
And I’ve still lived, traveled far
Sometimes I think I left me behind
And it seems I loose more with everything I find
But I’m still

So I'm just wishing wondering and waiting
Hoping for something to happen
Keep believing even if it breaks my heart
I’ll keep dreaming even when I'm torn apart
I'm torn apart

Here I sit unfamiliar place
Well this could be it
Or am I wasting space