Wishes

I wish I wasn’t so honest
I wish I didn’t make comments
On things I see bout you and me
You wishing I would just stop it

And I been hooked on my Phonics
Since little league and Bionicles, this the start of my chronicle
Are you hearing my voice?
Or are you just waiting to talk
I wasn’t banging no block or parading blame against them opps
For the shit I saw on the news, I held my tongue bout my views and people died
People died, yeah

Got my thoughts in the cloud
Got my head in the trees
My homies lost in the weed
Cook the pasta with the vodka and cream
Thought I lost it when I followed my dream

And now I’m rocking out on stages its outrageous
Now yo girl on her knees
Sayin she never do this. Oh she think that I’m stupid
We can pretend if you like
We can pretend for the night
Cuz Ima leave and you gon stay and live the rest of his life
Wondering if it feels right

I keep complaining bout the shit I never change
When I get thirsty I just walk in the rain
Cuz if I cry then they won’t see it
If I die they won’t believe it
It ain’t a crime to be deceiving
Drop a dime, and I’ll be leaving

I don’t want to cuz I’m onto something
Seen my homie off two somethings
Told my mama off for something
I hate growing up and suffering
I hate growing up

CHORUS

You don’t know me
I don’t know you
Walk these crossroads home

Scared that when I’m
Old and lonely
I’ll wish I had grown