Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
As Eilish explained in an Instagram livestream, “wish you were gay” is about how it felt for her to be rejected by a boy she liked. At the time, Billie thought he didn’t like her because she was a “shitty person.“ She wanted some other reason for him not liking her, such as him being gay. Ironically...
[Verse 1]
"Baby, I don't feel so good," six words you never understood
"I'll never let you go," five words you'll never say (Aww)
I laugh along like nothing's wrong, four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us, one slipped away (Hahahahahahahaha)
[Chorus]
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
[Verse 2]
Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a 12 step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
11 "heys" (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearin' out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away
(Yay)
[Chorus]
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
[Bridge]
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
[Chorus]
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way, hmm
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
wish you were gay was written by Billie Eilish & FINNEAS.
wish you were gay was produced by FINNEAS.
Billie Eilish released wish you were gay on Mon Mar 04 2019.
Billie said on her Instagram
I wrote this song about a guy that really was not interested in me and it made me feel horrible so the song is called ‘wish you were gay’. And that’s so not meant to be offensive in any way. It literally means I wish he was gay so that he didn’t like me for an actual re...
FINNEAS, Billie’s brother, actually came up with the idea of counting down from six in the first verse and then counting down from twelve to six in the second verse. He stated in “A Snippet into Billie’s Mind – wish you were gay”:
We had that whole number sequence that I thought would be a funny in...
While the countdown doesn’t directly include the number “eight,” Billie plays with its homophone: “ate:”
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away
She first played a demo version of the song on an Instagram live on September 25, 2017, and teased nearly a minute of the updated track on her Instagram a day before it’s release.
The song debuted at #74 on the Hot 100 during the week ending March 16, 2019. During the week ending April 13, the song peaked at #31.
In an Instagram story, Billie revealed that “wish you were gay” was inspired by “Body Count,” “Eres Tú,” and “Boy.”
In an interview with Urban Outfitters, Finneas revealed:
On Billie’s song, “wish you were gay,” a part of the snare is [cracks knuckles]. It’s our knuckles cracking. That’s kinda weird. I feel like if that were somehow known before people listen to the song, they’d be all distracted by it but becau...