Wish We Made It

Do you wanna go far?
Dedicate to fly to mars
And I try so hard
I really wanna go far

But I got cracked lips and acne
Someone lit the fuse
Ambition and self-doubt
This rope burning loose
This thing's about to blow
Sacrificing myself until it all explodes

Falling apart
All these broken hearts are contagious
Can't contain them
Sitting while we weep
Staring at phone screens
So mistaken
Wish we made it

Don't we all just want to be free?
Don't we all just want to be happy?
I'd be lying if I said that I didn't want the money
You'd be lying if you said that you didn't dream all these years

Back in November
It became real
Trembling hands in the bright shuttle bus
Looking around expecting love

They make it look easy
When they put it on TV
It doesn't really go like that
But I want it so bad

Falling apart
All these broken hearts are contagious
Can't contain them
Sitting while we weep
Staring at phone screens
So mistaken
Wish we made it

Don't we all just want to be free?
Don't we all just want to be happy?
I'd be lying if I said that I didn't want the money
You'd be lying if you said that you didn't dream all these years

Dancing on the floor
Wonder what it feels like to be forevermore
I've got to get going
Or I might die before I ever know

This autotune can't correct my mental
Mute myself to make sure I stay grateful
Over compression, I'm all distorted
All I'm trying to say is that all this time I'm hurting