Wish i grew up

I wish I grew up
Like yesterday
Something tells me that my friends don't like me
They all hate me, they despise me
I wish I wasn’t annoying to you to you
I wish I didn't have to try my best to prove
I wish I wasn’t annoying to you to you
I wish I didn't have to try my best to prove

Bullet through my head it gon solve all of my problems
Wish I didn't care when I hit my way to bottom
Everything from you is so obviously stolen
Wish I didn't care really wish that I was flawless
I could really kill myself right now
Line of death and line of fear
U dont even know mе then dont come near
If I wеre to die would u come and shed a tear

If u don't fw me then dont lie to me
If u don't fw me then dont cry for me
If you do fw me then don't shy from me
I gave you everything gave my company

Its like im stuck here i'm stuck here in a puddle of mudd
Wait till im 50 ive been following my gut
And in the end you'll be asking me what you did wrong
Ill laugh at you and tell u that u have to stay strong