Wish i could be

It's over and done with
Now ain't that a shame
These thoughts are junkies smacked with the spade
Can't think when you're around
No [?] no sound
Livin' still diggin' my brain

I am tired of running
Givin' you the shakes
A scare to the chest
But you know the stakes
I know I'll drown 'cause I don't believe
When all around is just debris
I wish I could be somewhere else where I want to be
I wish I could be on my own livin' in a dream
I wish I could be somebody but it's not meant to be
I wish I could be in [?]

Just been feelin' some
This bitter resentful green-eyed freak
Loves to see you suffer 'cause you can't [?]
He's listening tethered out of sync
Sinking under pity as he starts to shrink
I've got nothing to say
Nothing to pray
Fresh out of sleep
So give it a break

I wish I could be somewhere else where I want to be
I wish I could be on my own livin' in a dream
I wish I could be somebody but it's not meant to be
I wish I could be in [?]