Wish

I wish I could fall asleep
I wish I could erase the pain and fight all your fears away
I am holding my ground motion still away

How the fuck you can make eye contact
I bet you still don’t care not ashamed of that
So tell me are you sorry wait don’t tell me you are sad
Coz I knew you were a lie I was aware of that
And don’t you think I would take pills or drugs in this
And don’t you feel my eyes flow even am not pissed
This home this bed this couch even your love won’t be missed
And all the wounds you gave me now cannot be stitched
So now you gonna replace thе side of the bed
And all thе promises were fake fuck what you said
I gave you axe from my hand and gave you my head
And i would rather trust a snake trusting you instead
Baby the feast you gave me and you set on fire
You put the slangs in my song in my choir
You were just a thief and not a squire
U planned this funeral with all the pier

Feels like I am splitting in two
A part of me is lost but a part of me is still loving you
Wish that the this sound would say , both our shares are pain
I am holding this in so that I can’t let it out

The way you looked in my eyes
That look was free from the lies
Something i am still ashamed
And no one it’s me to be blamed
And I was quite for long
Just thinking what went wrong
You heart can never have shame
Not even bit you can change
With you they take my name
And now it shakes my brain
What we had went in vain
Now can you bare my pain
I bet you laugh at this
I bet you still having kiss
But when you done with this and when u are starting to miss
I wish you just get a glimpse what’s like to become a whip
And now you know the cost when what you love is lost
And I don’t fell no regret you like a fraud I met
And all the lessons I have learned you can’t fix what is burned
And now this love is a rust so it’s goodbye to us
And now this love is a rust so it’s goodbye to us

I wish I could fall asleep
I wish I could erase the pain and fight all your fears away
I am holding my ground motion still away