​wish

[Chorus]
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Oh, I really wish I was scared to (Die)

[Verse]
I'm losing my mind, feeling like I'm losing my consciousness
I know that life is a lie, so I just float adrift
Stuck in my mind, these people don't know what sufferin' is
But I just deal with the daily, I don't know how to live
I don't know how to die
Or how the fuck that everybody's stayin' by my side
Sometimes I wonder if my life is even worth the ride
To busy trying to hide
Thinking 'bout homicide
Killing my alter ego, happens to be a sign
But I don't wanna lie
People ask me how I'm doing - doing half the time
'Cause y'all can't handle the truth
And to be honest I can't give it to you
So I'm through...
Trying to push it through your mother fucking head
To tell the truth I really wish that I was-
Scared of death...

[Chorus]
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Maybe I won't wanna do it so much
Oh, I really wish I was scared to die...