Wish

[Intro]
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Oh i really wish i was scared to die

I'm losing my mind, I feel like I'm losing my consciousness
I know that life is a lie, so I just float adrift
Stuck in my mind, these people don't know what suffer is
But I just deal with it daily, I don't know how to live
I don't know how to die
Without affecting everybody staying by my side
Sometimes I wonder if my life is even worth the ride

Too busy tryna hide, thinkin' 'bout homicide
Killing my alter ego, happens to be inside
But I don't wanna lie
People ask me how I'm doin, do it half the time
Cause y'all can't handle the truth
And to be honest I can't give it to you
So I'm through

Trying to push it through y'all motherfucking heads
To tell the truth I really wish that I was-
Scared of death

[Outro]
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Oh i really wish i was scared to die
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Maybe i won't wanna do it so much
Oh i really wish i was scared to die