Winter Solstice

[Verse 1]
I done fucked up
She ain't givin’ a shit
No warmth in her eyes
Yo there was no whit
Just belligerence, vindictiveness
No skittishness
Ready for fisticuffs
Denying my existence
Showing ignorance
Like I had no significance
Hate is ubiquitous
It is ridiculous
Punished with precipitous indifference
I'm tellin' y’all - magnificent experience
I bet she's like
"good riddance, thank god for my deliverance"
That strangles my permissiveness
No signals of some sort of willingness
To chill with me, i mean do i need a certificate?
Or some sort of conditioning?
Hum
Almost feels like she's duplicitous
Homey: "Bro, calm down, maybe this is coincidence
Maybe it ain't meant to be
I mean I got some empathy
But seems like you wanna dive into an empty sea
Can't you see?"
But she is the sun

[Hook]
She seems far away
But I'm 'a hijack me a plane
She seems far away
But I'm ’a hijack me a plane
Straight to the sun
Straight to the sun

[Verse 2]
Homey: "Hey bro, it’s been a week, what it do?"
L: My manz, I'm fine, I got news for you
I been at this club
And was
Approached by a dude
Gave me
Props
Made me
Revoke what I knew
Or what I thought was truth
Check the clue
Turns out he’s a good friend
Of this girl that withdrew
He said he heard what happened
But he knows her for years
He said he respects
My music
So he had to interfere
He went to the girl to address her fears
So she confessed in tears
She likes me
But is afraid to commit
And though my ball game sucked
She had to admit
She felt me
More than a bit
Thing is
Her ex was a G on some crime
So after breakin' up she hasn't been with a guy
Hearing that rang a bell, she mentioned it on the bus
I cuss the fuss
We discussed last week, you can trust

[Hook]
She seems far away
But I'm ’a hijack me a plane
She seems far away
But I'm 'a hijack me a plane
Straight to the sun
Straight to the sun

[Verse 3]
It's a new day, feeling really good today, I'm feeling good
Though it's lookin like it's about to rain, it's about to rain
Funny how everybody is looking for the sun
Where she hidin' at, is she on the run?
Funny how now I'm just looking for the one
Where could she be? where can we meet?
Shit
What I'm seemingly seeing, is her - gleaming
We both beaming
Or are we
Am I dreaming?
Rubbin' my eyes doesn't rob her of her smile
So i do what I gotta do, bruh, I say "hi"
She susurrates "hi, I'm truthfully - sorry
I'm usually used to these dudes' fakin stories"
"Don't worry
I've been bruised in the past too
Refuse to let this keep me trapped in a vacuum
Love is such a beautiful thing
But hey, great to see you, got time for a drink?
I know a spot, it got a wonderful view"
"A new outlook? I'm comin' with you"