Winter of ’012

[Chorus]
We was 'bout to die back in '012
Spend a couple dollars then I go wild
Hanging out the window of the hotel
Sniff a couple lines then I go down;

[Verse 1]
Who the fuck wanna fuck with a dead boy?
I ain't feel alive since '012 boy
I was set to die, I was ready for it
Winter of '012, I was heading for it
Sipping in the kitchen of a shitty little flat
Watching out the fucking window as the city fade to black
Wakin' up in a cabbie on the way to get a sack
Popping dxm with hexen, I ain't ever going back
That's that heart attack shit
That's that lose your friends and end up in a body bag shit
That's that junkie with a death wish, wanted that shit
I don't give a fuck man, yeah I wanted that shit

[Chorus]
We was 'bout to die back in '012
Spend a couple dollars then I go wild
Hanging out the window of the hotel
Sniff a couple lines then I go down

[Verse 2]
Eyes all heavy duty bloody
Nothing but a body
Probably just a carbon copy
Caught me wishing for a cop out
Vision really really blurry
Hurry up and catch me slurring
Weak as shit and waking early
Catch me tune in when I drop out
I was set to die back in '012
Thinking 'bout it I was dead back in '012
Everyone always told me I'd go nowhere
And they fucking right, I don't even really care
Back in '012 living in hell, I was ready
Chip on shoulder, I'm not getting older, I'm ready to die for the city
All of my homies they in it
Waiting for someone to end it
I don't know if God knows, but the devil taking payment
I just wish I died back in '012
Fuck what you saying I don't give a fuck
I don't really know what I'm doing here
I just wish I died I don't fucking care