Wings

This a cold fuk'n world that we living in
Same ones that you loved turned enemy
A week ago he was chilling, he was friends with em
Now he plotting‚ planning how to put an end to him
That jealousy and that envying be so real ain’t no sympathy for the family and friends that be left behind with just memories
How u leave somebody kids to grieve?
No empathy or conscious in these streets it's sickening
If I'm taken from my mama I hope it don’t be some nicca feeling he gotta rid me just cuz he envy me
I know my time gon come eventually
Still I be praying me and mine live til infinity
Working on my health.....that's physically and mentally
No amount of wealth could have me richer than my spirit be
Ion feel myself around who energy ain't lifting me
That vibe gon be felt ya on the same wavelength as me..
There's been some instances where if I didn't listen when my intuition just wasn't feeling certain predicaments
That's when I let my heart put feelings in
Left a nicca scarred up in the end
But them lessons turn 2 blessings in disguise tho
Keep my eyes open and stop resting em around folk
First sight of you comfortable‚ they gonna pull a stunt or two
See how far you let em take it doing what they wanna do
Take my kindness for a weakness NOT what you gonna do
Have enough sense to know that I‘ma keep it buck with you
Told em I'm the last real nicca they would come across
Everything to gain now look at what the fuk you lost
My morals ain’t for sale‚ don’t care what they offering
My self respect ain't never came with a cost on it
I sacrificed a lot cuz of loyalty
Tables turn, they took my chair. But I been standing on my feet
Looking at em like fuk you think
My mama ain’t raise nothing but a G
And after all some done to me
The love was deep, probably still can come to me for what they need
I know y'all don't understand me. The kindness of my moms‚ the heart of my grannies
The wisdom of my pops. Hustle of my grandaddies
It's all in the blood. Thank God for my family...
In each other we trust. Iono about y’all, but I know about us
I make one phone call and I gotta say much
Whole family showing up on some who want what
Iono who brought up these new niccaz with no regards for the hearts ripped apart and left scarred from the losses that could've been avoided
Ain't gotta be so hard man
Maybe from a simple conversation. Start talking
Maybe take a minute just to think. Put some thought in it
I promise it don't make you soft man
You wake up angry every day, find the source man
Stop complaining‚ better pray and talk to God man
Nicca had the nerve to tell me that I got it made
Had to turn around and tell em all I got is faith...
Problems to the ceiling, but I'm still grinning
Cuz I knew I had strength when they didn't kill me
Had a nicca drinking, but I shook the habit
Had a couple people I got too attached to em
When life threw em curveballs, I took the bat from em
And they just turned around and gave me their azz to kiss
But God sits high and looks down low
Watched em the whole time poking holes in my boat
They ain't know he gave me wings so when it's time for - me to fly they watch me soar high while they drown slow
I said God sits high and looks down low
Watched em the whole time poking holes in my boat
They ain't know he gave me wings so when it's time for - me to fly they watch me soar high while they drown slow. Nix