(Verse)
Fucking hell
Yeah it may be hard to tell
I know I’m fucking stupid but I’m cool
Yeah I need help
It’s hard to express myself
Put myself in my own hell
Yeah, I’m a fool
I feel trapped
But I’m too goddamn distracted
And my thoughts are all redacted for you dear
I feel stitched
ADHD is a bitch
Yeah I can’t emote, can’t even shed a tear
That’s just me
Getting drunk and smoking weed
Wish I did that in high school, but I was shy
Went through trials
Thought I was gay for a while
But I realize that I was really bi
It’s over here
Decided to shave my beard
Causе I don’t like how it covered up my facе
This is hell
Maybe i’m too hard on myself
Maybe i just need to get my own place
(Outro)
Yeah I'll say
I wrote this song in a day
Cause my ADHD won’t let me write shit sooner
I can’t relax, cause I need to pick my classes
Cause I hope to start my college career sooner