Windowpanes

Start the van
So many errands
Cramming them in again
Clawing our names into windowpanes
Spending away for family's sake

Holidays make me feel crazy
Watch how the pain beats blue
Into young people
Proving a joke out of you

[Chorus]
I wanna see you on christmas
Awaitin that reindeer with wine
If we were creatures of chimney dust
Declaring their descent divine

The time is near
When mother's get weary
Are their selections sound?
Plotting their stockings
Sniffing the sales rack like hounds

If you were here i'd bust out the albums
Our sense of youth through sound
Measure the years
Counting the folks who aren't around

[Chorus]
I wanna see you on christmas
Awaitin that reindeer with wine
If we were creatures of chimney dust
Declaring their descent divine

No bell, no break
No holiday, no cookie plate
Will compensate
The names i try to celebrate
This way distinguished by decay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Don't wanna wake on christmas day
Don't wake me up on christmas day
Don't wanna wake on christmas day

Start the van
So many errands
Cramming them in again
Clawing our names into windowpanes
Spending away for family's sake