Trying to hide the fact that I'm hurting. The mess you made is spreading like wildfire. They say you can't put a price on happiness but every time I want it, it gets higher. If this is just a game to you, then pause it
The difference between everyone's sanity and mine is that I've lost it. I tried to escape from everyone but I couldn't get away. Now the pain won't fade away. I'm stuck. I thought I had a chance but turns out it was bad luck
Now I'm hoping I can get through this without giving a fuck about you. How many tears will it take to prove it to you? I don't care but I did. The truth is you were there when no one was. I would get so happy when your name popped up when my phone would buzz. The other thing besides love I didn't have with you was trust
I couldn't help myself but a conversation with you was a must. After our talks I would tell you to keep our conversations to yourself. It was our own secret which made me melt but that just wasn't enough. After that you weren't there for me when times got tough