Widow

Pick me up and carry me
I've crossed my feet apart again
I can't sleep
I need to eat
I think I'm lost in the dark again

I sold my soul
My child's dice to roll
He'll never know of his mother
I lost control
Too far I've sank below
He'll never know of his mother

Help me please
I'm caught with ease
Don't think I'm at the park again
Losing sleep
This place it reeks of rotting meat
I can't recommend

I sold my soul
My child's dice to roll
He'll never know of his mother
I lost control
Too far I've sank below
He'll never know of his mother

Call it sin
I'm sick within this vile pit of cynicism
Plaguing me with apathy
Just paint me dead like you want to see

He'll never know of his mother

I sold my soul
My child's dice to roll
He'll never know of his mother
I lost control
Too far I've sank below
He'll never know of his mother
Of his mother
He'll never know
Of his mother
He'll never know

Call it sin
I'm sick within this vile pit of cynicism
Plaguing me with apathy
Just paint me dead like you want to see