Why not myself?

You broke me that night
No I should never have done it
Now I gotta fight my own fight

And I stared at the walls every day that I came home
But all I did was overuse my telephone
Thought I couldn't see thought I'd never feel the same

Cause I believed everything I said to myself
But I can trust all the people why not myself?

Yeah I believed everything I said to myself
But I can trust all the people why not mysеlf?

It's always been in me but you pulled the triggеr
I'm kinda set free but it's a reminder that
It's not gonna define who I'll be

"What are you insecure about?" - "I was scared people are gonna think I‘m weird, because I know that because of the shit that I‘ve experienced sometimes when I get upset I kinda lose control"