Why I Kill

[NELL, BACKUP SINGERS]
There's a void
Here inside me
It's a void that I've longed to fill
There's a hole in my soul and I've been dragging it around
And that's why I kill!
It was dark
In the Blackground
In the air of subzero chill
But a spark in the dark told me them heffers had to die
So that's why I kill-
Cause everywhere I see them
Everything is
Allwhite!
And even you would like to be them
Cause you just wanna be
Allwhite!
And even when I dream
Everything is
Allwhite!
A reoccurring theme
Everything is
Crystal clear!
When I'm hunting
Clarity that comes from within
You can judge me, and begrudge me
But you would change your tune
If you knew just where I been!
I been through slavery stories! (Oh yeah!)
And you were an unplanned pregnancy! (Oh no!)
Then your Daddy left me
(Left me)
For a woman who looks like a titration
Then the voice of the lord
Told me to pick up a knife!
And bash her in the head
And take her life!
And steal semen from the lab
To frame that boy
'Cause terrorizing Allwhites brings me such joy
I work all these jobs to put food on the table! (Allwhite!)
And you binge and you purge like them Allwhites do (Allwhite!)
I push, strike, and kill as much as I'm able
And why I do I do it, bitch? I do it for you!
There's a light (Flat! Flat!)
In the darkness (Flat! Flat!)
Yeah, yeah
And I'm strong
But I long to lay these colored burdens down!
And I'm strong
Still I long to be the queen of Allwhite town!
And it's wrong (It's not wrong)
But I long to snatch away your little crown!
And That's! Why! I! (Kill! Kill! Kill!)
That's! Why! I! (Kill! Kill! Kill!)
That's! Why! I! (Kill! Kill! Kill!)
That's! Why! I! (Kill! Kill! Kill!)
Kill! (Allwhite!)
Allwhite!