Why do you hate me

I'm so fucked in my mind, why do you hate me
I'm so fucked in my mind, can't function lately
I hate im so alone, can someone save me
Still can't just love me back but you forgave me
I don't know what is wrong, my life is fading
Fuck ah all of this pain but it's amazing
Ah take a look at the music that i'm making
Ah all in my chest i feel it aching

Baby look inside of my eyes
And see i'm crazy
Ahh still taking these drugs
Can't function lately
Ahh don't know what to do
But i cry daily
Why would you act like you care
Just wanna break me

Where in the fuck do i go
Want you to take me
Ahh fuck you want me gone
Want you to make me
Fuck love
Everyone leaves
Bitch you can't play me
Ahh i just want you here
But you betrayed me