Why do i bother.... 💔

Should I take my life or pretend I'm fine?
Either way I vibe and feel like I've died
Not really worth the fame, nobody remember name
As the time pass, everything's certainly vanquishing
Why do I bother with any of this music?
I can't get into it, becoming a nuisance
I feel so insane, feel so damn lame
Everything starting to change...
All of this stress is peeling my brain
All the depression fill me with pain

Why do I, why. why. why. why. why.... Why, Why do I....?

Why do I bother? Why do I bother?
Why do I bother? Why do I? Why do I...
Feel like my father? Feel like my father...
Feel likе my... Feel like why... Why do I bother?
Making my palms hurt, none of this solving my problеms
None of this helping me solve 'em, guess I might need a revolver...

Should I take my life or pretend I'm fine?
I can't step outside without feeling like I'm dying
Every single line feels like wasted time
Why do I keep trying, why don't I just die?

| Ekaj Verse : |
Smoking 'til I can't see, I'm tryna cloud my vision
I know being alone so I tend to keep my distance
Sick of most 'this, Think of going ghost
It's shinigami at my back, Death is all I'm close with...
I don't know shit, I'm hopeless, I'm no one (I'm nothing)
Hate the new me, 'bouta break into the old one
I guess I never changed, they told me there'll be better days
Dark clouds, everywhere I go, over my head is rain....

Over my head is rain. Over my head is rain...