Why did i ever luv u

[Verse 1]
Dive into my thoughts for a minute
Let me see if you're there
I've been thinking 'bout going back
But I'll just disappoint you I swear
Are you mad that I left you lonely
Are you glad that I disappeared
Are you still getting over me
Or do you cherish what we shared

[Chorus]
I've been trying to forget you but
When I think 'bout it I'm baby blue
And when I go out with my new friends
I tend to turn a different hue
I get stuck in these moods at night
And I don't know what to do
I've been trying to forget you but
When I think 'bout it I'm baby blue

[Verse 2]
Examine my heart for a second
Let me see if it works
I've been dreaming bout moving on
But every time I do I get hurt
Am I mad that I never fixed shit
Am I glad that I finally left
Am I still getting over it
Or do I still miss what we had?

[Chorus]
I've been trying to forget you but
When I think 'bout it I'm baby blue
And when I go out with my new friends
I tend to turn a different hue
I get stuck in these moods at night
And I don't know what to do
I've been trying to forget you but
When I think 'bout it I'm baby blue